Saturday, 8 November 2008
1.4 they didn't care
They didn't even care that i was freezing cold and exhausted. The baby, my baby, crying, crying, crying in my arms. It was like they were looking at me as if watching television. Like I wasn't really there. I found myself crying but without making a sound. Tears dripping onto my childs head, merging with the rain and his own snot. They barely heard me talk, I think they simply didn't want their house to get cold. Or the comfort to be disturbed. I can see that now. Now I know what comfort is.